What\u2019s the plan?<\/p>\n
I\u2019ve been pondering this question for a while now, pretty much since September.\u00a0 I wasn\u2019t sure if I really wanted to race in 2014. \u00a0The thrill I used to get just at the idea of going to the track was gone\u2026 there were some days that just the idea of going to the track was exhausting. \u00a0In short I just wasn\u2019t feelin it.\u00a0 However, once I got to the track, I started to get all warm and fuzzy feeling and once I got on my bike, well then I was just down right giddy.<\/p>\n
I started to wonder if I shouldn\u2019t take a closer look at those feelings or lack of in certain cases. \u00a0Why wasn\u2019t the idea of being at the track so exciting? \u00a0I pondered this one for about a month.. ya know how girls are.. just can\u2019t let it go some times\u2026 Now, I\u2019m not a typical girl but I still do kinda have this trait. \u00a0\u00a0I decided it was for the following reasons:<\/p>\n
1\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Not being able to focus on MY racing.
\n2\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tired of being the \u201ctarget\u201d for the new racers.
\n3\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Expectations, mine and the ones others have for me.<\/p>\n
Alright, so how do I deal with each one of these and where does that leave the 2014 season?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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