What’s the plan?
I’ve been pondering this question for a while now, pretty much since September. I wasn’t sure if I really wanted to race in 2014. The thrill I used to get just at the idea of going to the track was gone… there were some days that just the idea of going to the track was exhausting. In short I just wasn’t feelin it. However, once I got to the track, I started to get all warm and fuzzy feeling and once I got on my bike, well then I was just down right giddy.
I started to wonder if I shouldn’t take a closer look at those feelings or lack of in certain cases. Why wasn’t the idea of being at the track so exciting? I pondered this one for about a month.. ya know how girls are.. just can’t let it go some times… Now, I’m not a typical girl but I still do kinda have this trait. I decided it was for the following reasons:
1 Not being able to focus on MY racing.
2 Tired of being the “target” for the new racers.
3 Expectations, mine and the ones others have for me.
Alright, so how do I deal with each one of these and where does that leave the 2014 season?